So that’s what it’s like...

My mom is visiting us for a few days while dad is on his golftrip.

We were watching old videos of the twins and it just hit me that I had totally forgotten what it was like to have normal babies. The way they moved, the sounds they made, how they laughed and what they laughed at, the... just the normal and non-pressured everyday we had back then...

Today Freja turned 3 years... time has just flied and we have so much going on all the time and sometimes we just forget to enjoy the moments, to saver them. Having a special needs child means to have a more strained everyday.

Looking at the videos there were also videos of Freja before we knew anything was odd about her - it was a bit bittersweet. She was so cute, such a sweet baby and how could we ever think something was odd about her. 

She is still so cute and so sweet but she is not an ordinary baby and living in it we maybe don’t think that much about it, but when she makes progress we get super happy - much happier then when the twins made progress cause with the twins they progressed the way they should so we never even had to think twice about it. The twins were even early developers.

How life can become so different so fast, without warning! So Sweden is voting for gouvernment this year and assistans for people and families with special needs is the most important issue for me. Sitting gouvernment dismantled the security system for this group and are now trying to save face but they really put a foot in it when they treated this group of people in that manner.

Anyways... haha I can really let my mind just wander!

Happy B-day baby girl Freja, love you to the moon and back! ❤️❤️❤️